| | Current Music: | The Streets | | Subject: | Meh | | Time: | 06:50 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/opiummmm/foxies/happy.gif) relieved |
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| I would update about my weekend but every time i try to it ends up being deleted for some reason! So i'll just do the past two days for now.
Well Monday I had a Communication Studies exam which went alright really. I got down lots of theories, exams and models so i hope that going to get me the marks i need. I am looking for a B/C from this to help me get my points for uni.
Anyway the best news of the day hadnt happened yet, when i got back in i had a message on my answer phone from Warren Smith at Gala bingo, so i called him back and now i have a interview tomorrow (wednesday) so hopefully i may have a new job soon and some more money!
As well as all this (job interview, an exam going alright) my order from Interpunk and Equal Vision Records came. So i got a Hope Con hoodie from Equal and a My Chemical Romance tee and CD from Interpunk, all ace so i am a happy bunny!
Today i didnt do much just went into Town to get my dads fathers day stuff and just a general look around.
Hopefully talk to Michelle tonite, yay! and i may update about the weekend.
I cant stop listening to the new streets song. Thats why the lyrics are in my lost entry. I wish this song was out about 2 years ago... | comments: Leave a comment   |
| In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin’ straight into the ground
Lookin’ to the left slightly, then lookin’ back down
World feels like it’s caved in – proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over like she’s lookin’ straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up she’s lookin’ down at her feet
Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
It’s over
So then I move my hand up from down by my side
It's shakin’, my life is crashin’ before my eyes
Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
‘Cause I can’t imagine my life without you and me
There’s things I can’t imagine doin’, things I can’t imagine seein’
It weren't supposed to be easy, surely
Please, please, I beg you please
She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she’s blessed with
She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
By pushin’ my hand away to my chest, from hers
Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
It’s over
And I’m just standin’ there, I can’t say a word
‘Cause everythin’s just gone
I’ve got nothin’
Absolutely nothin’
Tryin’ to pull her close out of bare desperation
Put my arms around her tryin’ to change what she’s sayin’
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in
Look into her eyes to make her listen again
I’m not gonna fuckin’, just fuckin’ leave it all now
‘Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And you’re gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
You’re well out of order now, this is well out of town
She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist
Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight
Turns around so she’s now got her back to my face
Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away
Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
It’s over
I know in the past I’ve found it hard to say
Tellin’ you things, but not tellin’ straight
But the more I pull on your hand and say
The more you pull away
Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
...Amazing, just amazing... | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| Last entry was a bit lacky lusted but i really cant be bothered i think it was to hot or summat but meh!
Been 'busy'revising recently got 3 exams tomorrow, lucky me! I aint looking forward to it, its just the fact i have three rather then the exams their selfs. I think i'll do alright in them both.
Off to see Phil Tufnel..well i may see him tomorrow, Hes doing some walk from test ground to test ground and his last stop is Michelle's cricket club so he's going down to start of some charity cricket game and he maybe coming back if his Pyhsio lets him to do some auction. I think some other people are coming down Martin Johnson, Fash and some others who i have forgot at the moment!
Just watching some stuff about Download festival. I wouldn't have mind going but there where only about 19 bands i wanted to see over two days. If Warren could have got soem free passes theni may have gone! The line up for the British festivals are looking pretty crap so far. I would have proberley gone to Reading just on the strenght of how much i enjoyied it last year but i am going to America instead!
I think i am gonan go to an American festival next year, Hellfest or Warped Tour but most likey Hellfest. Tickets are only $80 so its just getting a hotel and flights sorted and someone or people to go with..may see if Matt wants to go! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | H-Blockx - The Power | | Subject: | Thinking... | | Time: | 09:46 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/opiummmm/foxies/thoughtful.gif) thoughtful |
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| Yet another boring day..erm i revised or tired t in the morning..eneded upw atching Tv for a bit instead. Had some lunch dossed about waiting for Tom to call to go to the cinema. We went to see 'The Day After Tomorrow'. The film its self was alright, very stereotypical and america as a film. People ignore signs bar one man, He trys to prove them wrong, proves hes right at the last minute, diaster happens, everyone says he was right and wishes they had listened earlier. Also you could guess what was going to happen got boring at times. The effects where amazing but it didnt make up for the crapness of the storyline.
Did get me in a thinking mood again. About how much is worth and this all could end in a matter fo hours if people dont change their ways. I know i cant do anything major but i can mend and change things in my life. There are some bridges that have been burned i want to try and rebuild and just say sorry for all the terrible things ive done in my life.
Another thing that got me thinking about this was just hearing old songs that remind you of people and place in your life that are long forgotten but its just nice to be reminded of them. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Erm so yeah today was alright, Met Warren today instead of friday as i remembered that i am going to the cinema with Tom and his sister and one of her friends. I was ment to be selling him two shirts but i couldnt find my pennywise one so i just sold him the NFG one, well atleasts it help me get my My Chemical Romance t-shirt and their new album.
Been revising and form filling tonight so that was fun. I got a new printer today. Well printer/Scanner?Copier thing, only £95 not too bad well i dont think so.
Just watching Band Of Brothers again tonights, Dad said he'll go halfs on the boxset with me which is cool, just need to save up £22.50 now.
I am gonan go to bed soon i am sleepy | | comments: Leave a comment |
| What do you think to the new look? I think its cool, i need to change somemore things later on tonite but its finally becoming a bit more unique, well i think it is.
Yesterday was alright met up with Warren went round town for a bit he told about his birthday night out and the hockey game he played in, meeting up with him on friday again to buy some things off me. I tried to revise did about an hour and ended up comin on here for ages and watching band of brothers.
Today ive been posting off stuff i owe people and revising.
I finally found somewhere that selling the new MCR album and its the same place i wanna get my MCR tee from so i'll order them both friday when i get warrens money!
Ment to be going to the cinema on friday with Tom which should be cool, going to see 'The Day After Tomorrow' I tthink, ive heard mixed reviews about it people who have seen iit have said its shit but all reviews say its the good..well i guess i will see friday. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Throwdown - The Only Thing | | Subject: | My Fun Weekend | | Time: | 08:55 pm | | Current Mood: | good |
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| This weekend has been fun....
Friday - Went with Matt to see Coheed & Cambria in Manchester, Fourth time i've seen them, it was proberly the best time. They seemed more up beat and confident then last time i saw them, which is always a good thing. Got back to Michelles at 1 in the morning, got into bed..well a sleeping bag without waking her which is a first i think. She's so cute when she sleeps.
Saturday - Michelle was out early to some type of course so i got to doss about her house watching Tv while everyone was out! I got my hair cut by Marie (Michelle's mum) before i went to met her. We went off to Nottingham shopping. I didnt buy anything, i was looking for a plain black hoodie but the one i saw in H&M was a bit too ugly i thought and ive already got 2 zip ups and hopefully one more turning up from MerchNow sometime in the near future. Michelle got some jeans and some shorts and $180 dollars for holiday.
We stayied in Saturday night, we got some chips and watched Hells Kitchen and then i fell asleep on the sofa.
Sunday - Was an alright day went to Michelles granma's, sorted through some of her stuff in her wardrobe then we went to the cricket club for the rest of the evening to do the quiz and bingo. There wasnt enough people for the quiz so we did bingo! I nearly won i only needed one more number, ah well.
Monday - After convincing Michelle to go to one of her friends BBQ, i got a lift to the train station and came home. When i got home i found out that my Bleeding Through shirt and Yellowcard Cd had come as well as my dads fathers day present which is good. After soem lunch i cleaned out some crap in the attic, moved some boxes from under my bed and just made my room look nicer. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Well thats one exam done today, so that leaves me two comms studies, two media studies and two ICT exams left between now and 25th June..lucky me. I am glad ive done Psychology today that means ive got the exam ive been worying about the most and proberly the one ive failed at, ah well i wasnt to bothered about it if i am honest, it would jsut help me.
Tomorrow is Coheed & Cambria in Manchester, it should be a good gig, they are a good live act and its in a bigger room then last time so that should be interesting. Saturday me and Mich are going down to Nottingham, i want a plain black hoodie so off to H&M and i need to pick some things up for my dad and i think Mich wants some jeans beacuase she just got paided.
I going to see Give Up The Ghost for sure, i checked with Matt and he says i can come so i am happy now! Tomorrow should be alright just one lesson then to Michelles. Cant wait | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Ok (I Promise) | | Subject: | Another Boring Day | | Time: | 10:01 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/opiummmm/foxies/sad.gif) hungry |
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| Today was another fun day at college, well not really. Watched Fawlty Towers for the tenth time and talked about News Corp..fun! ICT lasted about 20 minutes before i came home to revise. Then i talked to michelle on the net for ages and then i revised or tried to i really couldnt be dealing with it today, even though ive got my hardest exam tomorrow, in my opinion it is but i aint too worried, i'll try my best and thast all i can do...Michelle's worrying about this exam even though she way smarter then me and she just doesnt know it'll she will do fine!
Just been dossing all afternoon, downloaded some cds for Andy so thats made me some more money. I did a quick look through of my revision guide gave up and watched Friends and otehr crappy programmes for a few hours, i love being a student some times.
Michelle has rung a couple of times which is good, its always nice to hear her voice always cheers me up, i hope she isnt worrying about this exam, i hate it when she worried full stop. Its just hard sometimes knowing you cant help someone you care about, hopefully she'll snap out of it soon:) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Fall Out Boy | | Subject: | LaLaLa | | Time: | 05:54 pm | | Current Mood: | bored |
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| Boring..Boring..Boring..thats who i describe today, college bored the hell out of me. Had a mock media exam, watched some boring adverts in communication and did sweet fa in ICT bar message char on P*T.
Got home decided not to revise just yet, i rung michelle to see how her exam went. It went ok..didnt seem too bothered about talking to me..maybe it was me or that she was getting ready for work!
I am now talking to Char on msn about hoodies lol, ia int talked to her in a bit, she cool always seems to make me smile shame she off to scotland for uni ah well..i wanna go to corp now.
back later | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | The Get Up Kids | | Subject: | Start Something | | Time: | 08:52 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/opiummmm/foxies/scared.gif) nervous |
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| I am confused..I just think about things too much. For example i'll think about one thing in my life and five minutes later another ten things appear for me to worry about. I think this is why i cant revise, i have other things on my mind.
Ah well ive got two days to prep my self for an exam ia int had a lesson for in a year so i am screwed offically.
Other then that today i got the Paint The Town Red split cd with Rise and Fall for a fiver which was cool, i sold some cds a well so that made me £12, so ive got my money for my Bleeding Through cd,i'll hopefully order that tonight!
anyway thats its for now | | comments: Leave a comment |
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